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I'm sorry Dear Amber, I'm sorry for proving you right in all your past relationships. I messed up... I fucked up... and I continued to fuck up by lying to you. I'm not ready to end it, but i know it's over. You deserve better than me. I know I've tried to tell you before. But every-time I look at you and into your eyes, I melt. It's unfair for me to lead you down a road of stringing lies and maybe honesty is my fault. Obviously I wasn't ready for a relationship that started too soon, I can only blame myself for not telling you this earlier. I'm a horrible person, and i'm sorry I wanted so bad to prove you wrong. I don't know how it happened or why it happened. I can't explain myself. There was something missing from our relationship, maybe i thought it was over before it was over. I don't know why things happen the way they do. But everything happens for a reason. Here's a life lesson that I learned. Don't judge your last relationships and think yourself better than them. I thought I was so much better than other people because I never cheated on anyone. Then... I did and realized I'm no better than any other person. You deserve better -Jon
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