Charlene.
2007-10-22 || 1:38 p.m.
Ba dump Ba dump
Its like my heart is in tune with the song. I hear my heart louder in my ears it blocks out everything around me. I see your face and i'm trying to lip read the things your telling me. Your smile tells me that whatever it is it's good. So i smile back. A reflection of the feeling of nervousness that i get everytime i'm around you. Oh i'm so good at hiding it. Oh i'm so good and making you think i'm so sure of everthing. Shh don't say a word now i think i can hear. Whats that... that must be your heart beating. Ba dump Bump ba dump. Is that the bass? Oh God don't (Deep breath) trying to remember to breathe can be so hard. Clutching for the nearest thing near me. Holy Crap Holy Crap. My eyes roll to the back of my head. I hear my heart my breathing i'm concentrating on keeping my vision but that looks like it ain't happening. Everything goes black. Breathe in ... Breathe out... Oh yeah breathe... Breathe in.... Breathe out. I'm starting to lose my breath. I'm starting to..Ahhhhhh (sigh) A hundred thousand chemicals RUSH through my brain. Like a drug i smile and relax my muscles. I stop everything i'm doing and then you stop after you see that you staked your claim won the game. Yeah i admit You won the game.
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