Well Amen... I... I'm Alive....
2007-04-25 || 8:48 a.m.

Amen I..... Amen I ....I'm alive.... I'm alive
By: Jonathan Schwager

I Got sick again today
So sick i almost vomited
My stomach turned I clutched for the table and i collapsed
My left arm went numb
My chest started to Compress and I couldn't breathe
Thoughts raced in my head
I felt like i was dieing

"Whats going on???I feel like somethings wrong?"
The stress was too much my body couldn't take it
I collapsed to my knees
"Am i really going to die?"

Oh God the pain just keeps getting worse
Someones cutting at my chest with razorblades
I started to cough, My eyes became swollen and I teared up.
I looked for someone to help me but I was all alone at home.
I reached for the phone but i knocked it on the floor.

I blacked out

Woke up to a bright light
I woke up.... So i guess i didn't die
Later i asked what the hell happened
The doctor explained to me that i needed some rest
I was the victim of a heart attack.
Well... Amen...I'm alive...

I survived

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